DAY 13

   When the nomad reaches the boundary
whence return becomes impossible, he will
finally gain his life having nothing else to
lose.

     It is at that moment that he will
understand the futility of his efforts. And
pitched back, all too minute, against the
fortified land, he will abolish his laughter,
wishing above all to vanish as he came.

     He will even release his shadow to the
night that bleeds from his eyes. And in the
naked glare of an unhoped for sun, a sun
which beats down on him fiercely, he will
taste the arid corpse of his freedom.

     Perhaps he will learn that his solitude is
neither a gift nor a curse. And walking on, he
will exult in the final uselessness of his quest.

     And he will find pleasure in the rhythm
of his step, having returned to his flesh
completely.

New York, May-June 1997

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